So hard to talk about... I have to it's killing me. I met him last summer when Scotty and I were having problems and we broke up for a bit. He let me keep in contact with him when we got back together... but his baby momma is this psychotic married cunt who thinks that holding a baby over a man's head is ok. I couldn't deal witht he drama.. I walked away from him when he was locked up and needed a friend the most. I WALKED AWAY FROM HIM.. I think he lies to her and says he broke off our entanglement. He is a liar.. funny thing is I dont think he ever lied to me.
I cant get him out of my head. I wanna just off myself someday because I feel it's such a betrayal.. I know it's the sex. Not having sex and Aaron and I had amazing sex.. and im just like Aarron Aaron in my gonads.. lol
I love Scotty with every fiber of my being, but then there's HIM. I know I can love two people at once and not cheat either of them, but somehow his baby momma thinks that shes the only one that can juggle men. I wouldnt cheat anyways.. but the desire fo rhim is so strong ugh
No comments:
Post a Comment