Ep of Save Ferris my fave ska band

snuff

[Verse 1]
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

[Verse 2]
So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

[Verse 3]
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

[Verse 4]
So save your breath, I will not care
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my love was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

[Verse 5]
So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care don't ever let me know
If you still care don't ever let me know

APPEARS ON ALL HOPE IS GONE

• 10. Wherein Lies Continue
• 11. Snuff
• 12. All Hope Is Gone

This song is track 11 on Slipknot’s All Hope is Gone album. It has a quieter and more acoustic feel to it than the rest of the album. All the words are clearly enunciated and it’s not as cryptic as much of their lyrics.

..gestionAuthors..

D*fkin*PRESSION BE GONE BIOTCH!

*Listening to Strange love* by Depeche Mode

Thank fuck that this depression is clearing, man it's rough. ROUGH.. fuck! You always think, well, ill never let myself get that bad again.. and it creeps up on you.

My mortality.. the fact that I lost four people that I cared about within a year, the damn illnesses.. red rest..My own sick head, stuck inside it ugh..

*personal jesus* DP

reach out, touch faith.....yeah right.

I feel like jogging, getting into shape hittiing it hardcore again, then my heart lets me no "yo, slow down" oi..I miss walking.. with jams on..just kinda unwinding.I've started slow.. stretching, squats etc. We will see how it goes...ooh just did ten half sit ups.. sweet.

*too shy kaja googoo*

Ah Limahl..

I wish I had the body that I did as a teenager. It was kick ass but I didnt even really care. I just worked out cuz ut felt good. I remember jogging ahhhh the rhythm, the sweat. Someday I will again.

Anyways, that fuckin depression is gone .. yay.

Back In the Saddle

I've been really depressed over all the health issues, but I can feel the weight of the depression rock lifting off of me once more.. yay

Maxine

 Maxine is my daughter's grandma, but she is grandma to all three kiddos. She's sick and in ICU and I really dont know how Rory is gonna handle losing grammie.. ugh Grammie raised her mostly too.. id almost take bullets whizzing by my head right now to this

dresses

So There's this stupid nigga.. back in jail ha!

Thinking id go along with you..lol child

Shakira - Can't Remember to Forget You ft. Rihanna

Floyd Taylor - If You Catch Me Sleeping

I'm Tired of Sitting Around

uh huh

Etta James ~ I'll Take Care of You

Intro fkin vert

Etta James - I've Been Loving You Too Long (to stop now)

Angel Haze - Dirty Gold Full Album (Deluxe) + Download link

Christopher

Slipknot - Wait And Bleed (Original Cut) [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

staind unplugged full -Aaron

staind unplugged full -Aaron

Alice in chains - Mtv unplugged Full

Angry and Sad

Weepy Fucking Day.. just want him out of my brain

Christopher

So, my first cousins, Dianne and Chris and I were raised more like siblings. Chris and I were 3 months apart. When he was 18, I had JUST turned 19  two weeks before.. he was shot and killed at a holiday house party. 12/8/88
I remember getting the news and thinking that I too was gonna die. I believe his murder changed me physically..he was an innocent bystander, and he died alone with none of us there. :( Shot in the chest.. he died a virgin too ugh poor guy.

Ideopathic Intracranial Hypertension

http://www.ihrfoundation.org/

This is my brain disease.. if you care to look :P

Aaron

So hard to talk about... I have to it's killing me. I met him last summer when Scotty and I were having problems and we broke up for a bit. He let me keep in contact with him when we got back together... but his baby momma is this psychotic married cunt who thinks that holding a baby over a man's head is ok. I couldn't deal witht he drama.. I walked away from him when he was locked up and needed a friend the most. I WALKED AWAY FROM HIM.. I think he lies to her and says he broke off our entanglement. He is a liar.. funny thing is I dont think he ever lied to me.
   I cant get him out of my head. I wanna just off myself someday because I feel it's such a betrayal.. I know it's the sex. Not having sex and Aaron and I had amazing sex.. and im just like Aarron Aaron in my gonads.. lol

I love Scotty with every fiber of my being, but then there's HIM. I know I can love two people at once and  not cheat either of them, but somehow his baby momma thinks that shes the only one that can juggle men. I wouldnt cheat anyways.. but the desire fo rhim is so strong ugh

Fourth of July

I'm really super tired blah. I need a rest from the hospital.. I can never sleep there ugh.

Update, update:.... I have nothing to update.

My ex, the one that tortures me emotionally , by using our daughter... he told me that hed like to be with me when I get my brain cracked. What? You keep our child over my head and let me see her ONE DAY in eight YEARS.. and you wanna be there for me?
It's because she's moved back in.. he's lost control of me and her. I'm sorry you pickled, bloated frog.. I would NEVER take your nasty ass back. Blah.

Then, my other ex has me  blocked so that I cant even discuss our son with him. Well fuck you too..lol 

EL Vato is out  of prison.. im waiting to hear from him. Maybe he will come beat the SHIT out of these bastards.. 

This is Me and Aaron in a song