Bruno Mars - Grenade [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

why my headd fkin hurts

Painted on my Heart Lyrics

Goodbye Out Of My Head

Goodbye Out Of My Head

my lol for the day.. did it make you lol too? ;)

Memories

My gram always hated this picture, because she had her house shoes on lol We look very dutch/sicilian eh? I like this pic.. it's before my parents were monsters. My sister still loved me.. my family was complete. Look at my cousin in red.. she knew what was about to go down. Two years later, he was molesting me. I had no idea what was coming. My mother knew, she fed me to him.
Fuck.

Haters

I have a few haters.. people that annoy me.. I annoy them etc. This one girl hates that I was with her baby daddy and we used to have facebook throwdown lol I guess she got tired of it.. he. Aaron wrote to me to get a life and leave him completely out of it. All I did was tell him I missed him.
If they are just friends, what does it matter? I don't get why people turn down love for disdain.. ill never get it. He knows I dont wanna be with him. I just miss him as a friend. He was my best friend.. we spent most of last summer together.. every fucking day.
We slept on a twin bed together many many nights.. you dont do that with someone you dont love. He told me he loved me.. and I stupidly thought it was true. Im never going to get over this. I feel like a stalker, but I look at his facebook and he looks so unhappy. I cant let go of it. I just cant. Forever im gonna carry this. Some days, I hope I   die soon, so this confusing shit will be gone. Its not fair to Scotty, who doesnt understand that you can love two people at the same time. I do love two men.. and its not going away.

Erykah Badu Green eyes

Erykah Badu - Next Lifetime (with lyrics on screen)

Deano

why hello there good girl lol